A Spiritual story of Awakening.

In a time of a New Age dawning,
we searth our Souls for a deeper Spiritual awarenes. 
 Searthing the silent voice within our
Hearts and Minds.

A  Personal and Spiritual transformation
can be a very painfull process. But never the less the most
Meaningful and Wonderfull
- Mystical Journey -
in ones life.

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Exerps from my book :

" The unfolding of he Soul "

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The Soul
has lit a spark in your Heart
a  spark that will be the very fire
burning everything in your consciousness
which  is no longer needed
Show patience and perseverance
and little by little
permit a liberated and cleansed energy
to flood your Spiritual reservoir
letting it become a stream
 uniting the
Fire that burns
in your innermost
Being
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" WAKE-UP " DREAM
in 1977/78.

I am naked, crawling accross black soil and frightend to death.
I reach a tall wall and in my desperation I strech my
arms above my head, pleading for help. A pair of HANDS gently grasp mine
and I am lifted to the top of the wall, where I am owerwhelmed by a profound feeling of
LOVE and PEACE
I could not discern the face of the person but only a clergyman`s white ruff.
A little further away I observed 4 presents, which I intuitively knew were intended for me.

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After the "receiving" of this lucid dream, I begin a deep inner Personal transformation,
harmonising the feminine and the masculine energies
on different levels of conciousness.
 I also begin intuitively to put down my feelings and acknowledgments
in words and symbolic watercolorpaintings.
Although I did not understand the symbolics in these paintings, as I found them rather strange.
I felt like receiving
"Lessons"
given to me from "somewhere" else.

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- In 1981 after about 4 years of  inner work, life was in again for a change and I receive another 

Lucid DREAM:

I am sitting at a rectangular table listening to a woman standing at the opposite end, teaching.
Feeling bored, I decide to leave. I take my notebook and walk over to the window letting the book drop. The notebook lands on the ground, and while I look down, I observe a black man happily ..... whistling ..... passing by.
As he spots the book, he looks up at me and asks if I want him to pick up the book, and give it to me.
I answer him, "No thank you" I do not need it.
And he continues his happy walk.
I turn around and join a male friend wearing a red sweater. We both look at the - ceiling - and discover, that I have made a painting on it....

A naked woman - myself - lies seamingly dead in the left bottom corner of the painting.
Part of her stomach and breast portrays a calm, indigo coloured oval lake and from each "corner" of this lake
springs 4 female-like beings ( i.e the four presents ) with yellow- golden hair and with their hands and arms spread wide in a state of complete
rejoicing
and

....FREEDOM....

In the upper corner of the painting a male profile is visible revealing from the forhead, a large single soft brown eye full of
... LOVE ...
From above down through the crown and this eye is beaming a ray of
WHITE LIGHT.
My friend raises his right hand towards the light and says loudly three times:

THAT IS THE JOURNEY
THAT IS THE JOURNEY
THAT IS THE JOURNEY

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After this Dream my life took another Spiritual turn.
The paintings were now made in a very short time and  the colours and the outlooks totally changed too. 

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In the summer of 1995
 an experience of "Essence"
 took place over a period of several days.

A couple
came knocking at my door one day asking me, if I was supposed to have a honeymoon
arrangement in my house.
If so, they would like very much to arrange the room beautifully before the arriving of the coupple.
I was a little confused, as I had no arrangement of that kind.

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A
Spiritual
 MARRIAGE.

I dreamt I "saw"  a
 Diamantcrusifix from which center a
Weddingring emerged.

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Another night there was the most terrible thunder-storm,
 And a sudden clap of thunder made me feel, I was lifted up from my bed
 by the chock.

And I had this very
- Mystical experience -

Coming from above thousands of very thin "silverstrings"
 whirled  (in less than a second so it felt) themselves upon my body into a
"Fivepointed star"

Early next morning five small swallows were playing for a short moment outside the window in the sunlight
 ..... and then flying away ......

 In front of my house there was a tall tree, which I had nursed for many years.
And when looking out of the window that same morning, I could hardly believe, what I "saw" ....

From top to bottom this tree was as well "surrounded"  by the same kind of "silverstrings", I myself had experienced, making it look like a huge
" Fivepointed star " .

......... What an amasing experience .......

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I dreamt about an empty grave with 4 silverbals lying at each corner. The grave was yet warm. 

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Following
I dreamt, that I was now going to leave the place I had been
One with in my
Heart
for the last six years.
And about one year later, I moved to another, this time much more feminin place.
Surprisingly - just up along the road
 but on the opposite side.

... What I did not know in advance was, that placed in front of the house...
was/is a big " Sacred " stone used for honering the Sun back in the old Bronceage
fasing the
...EAST...
and shaping a fivepointed 
Venus Star 

  

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Now
many years have past by. 
Levels of consiousnes have been expanded and explored and in december 2005 in the night of the full moon, I had this wonderfull dream of being lifted up and up into the universe and then left floating in total silence among the
Stars
feeling Peacefully
at
...... HOME .....

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A very bright Star moving across the sky slowly disapearing. 
Orb-Photo taken a few minutes later.

2008

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Clic on  the
          ~ Tree of Life ~         
and enter my Garden

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Copyright  2007