My Spiritual story of Awakening.

In a time of a New Age dawning,
we searth our Souls for a deeper Spiritual awarenes. 
 Searthing the silent voice within our
Hearts and Minds.

A  Personal and Spiritual transformation
can be a very painfull process. But never the less the most
Meaningful and Wonderful
- Mystical Journey -
of your life.

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Exerps from my book 
" The unfolding of he Soul "

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The Soul
has lit a spark in your Heart
a  spark that will be the very fire
burning everything in your consciousness
which  is no longer needed
Show patience and perseverance
and little by little
permit a liberated and cleansed energy
to flood your Spiritual reservoir
letting it become a stream
 uniting the
Fire that burns
in your innermost
Being
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" WAKE-UP " DREAM
in 1977/78.

I am naked, crawling accross black soil and frightend to death.
I reach a tall wall and in my desperation I strech my
arms above my head, pleading for help. A pair of HANDS gently grasp mine
and I am lifted to the top of the wall, where I am owerwhelmed by a profound feeling of
LOVE and PEACE
I could not discern the face of the person but only a clergyman`s white ruff.
A little further away I observed 4 presents, which I intuitively knew were intended for me.

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After the "receiving" of this lucid dream, I begin a deep inner Personal transformation,
harmonising the feminine and the masculine energies
on different levels of conciousness.
 I also begin intuitively to put down my feelings and acknowledgments
in words and symbolic watercolorpaintings.
Although I did not understand the symbolics in these paintings, as I found them rather strange.
I felt like receiving
"Lessons"
given to me from "somewhere" else.

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- In 1981 after about 4 years of  inner work, life was in again for a change and I receive another 

Lucid DREAM:

I am sitting at a rectangular table listening to a woman standing at the opposite end, teaching.
Feeling bored, I decide to leave. I take my notebook and walk over to the window letting the book drop. The notebook lands on the ground, and while I look down, I observe a black man happily ..... whistling ..... passing by.
As he spots the book, he looks up at me and asks if I want him to pick up the book, and give it to me.
I answer him, "No thank you" I do not need it.
And he continues his happy walk.
I turn around and join a male friend wearing a red sweater. We both look at the - ceiling - and discover, that I have made a painting on it....

A naked woman - myself - lies seamingly dead in the left bottom corner of the painting.
Part of her stomach and breast portrays a calm, indigo coloured oval lake and from each "corner" of this lake
springs 4 female-like beings ( i.e the four presents ) with yellow- golden hair and with their hands and arms spread wide in a state of complete
rejoicing
and

....FREEDOM....

In the upper corner of the painting a male profile is visible revealing from the forhead, a large single soft brown eye full of
... LOVE ...
From above down through the crown and this eye is beaming a ray of
WHITE LIGHT.
My friend raises his right hand towards the light and says loudly three times:

THAT IS THE JOURNEY
THAT IS THE JOURNEY
THAT IS THE JOURNEY

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After this Dream my life took another Spiritual turn.
The paintings were now made in a very short time and  the colours and the outlooks totally changed too. 

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In the summer of 1995
 an experience of "Essence"
 took place over a period of several days.

A couple
came knocking at my door one day asking me, if I was supposed to have a honeymoon
arrangement in my house.
If so, they would like very much to arrange the room beautifully before the arriving of the coupple.
I was a little confused, as I had no arrangement of that kind.

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A
Spiritual
 MARRIAGE.

I dreamt I "saw"  a
 Diamantcrusifix from which center a
Weddingring emerged.

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Another night there was the most terrible thunder-storm,
 And a sudden clap of thunder made me feel, I was lifted up from my bed
 by the chock.

And I had this very
- Mystical experience -

Coming from above thousands of very thin "silverstrings"
 whirled  (in less than a second so it felt) themselves upon my body into a
"Fivepointed star"

Early next morning five small swallows were playing for a short moment outside the window in the sunlight
 ..... and then flying away ......

 In front of my house there was a tall tree, which I had nursed for many years.
And when looking out of the window that same morning, I could hardly believe, what I "saw" ....

From top to bottom this tree was as well "surrounded"  by the same kind of "silverstrings", I myself had experienced, making it look like a huge
" Fivepointed star " .

......... What an amasing experience .......

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I dreamt about an empty grave with 4 silverbals lying at each corner. The grave was yet warm. 

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Following
I dreamt, that I was now going to leave this place I had been
One with in my
Heart
for the last six years.
And about one year later, I moved to another, this time much more feminin place.
Surprisingly - just up along the road
 but on the opposite side.

... What I did not know in advance was, that placed in front of the house...
was/is a big " Sacred " stone used for honering the Sun back in the old Bronceage
fasing the
...EAST...
and shaping a fivepointed 
Venus Star 

  

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Now
many years have past by, with much Joy and much strucle and .... 
everything else in between.
Levels of consiousnes have been expanded and explored and in december 2005 in the night of the full moon, I had this wonderfull dream of being lifted up and up into the universe and then left floating in total silence among the
Stars
feeling Peacefully
at
...... HOME .....

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Clic on  the
          ~ Tree of Life ~         
and enter my Garden

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Copyright  2007